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Monday, January 11, 2016

So after a year of ups and downs I ended up in a poly situation. Not like I had with the greensboro bitch and new bern craziness. At least for a little while they understand and knew their roles effectively.. They knew that it was about me. And yeah they were married and I didn't give a fuck about their husbands but oh fucking well. I didn't care about them fucking outside of their husbands there was not going to be any emotional attachments but to me.

The difference is now that all three of these subs want to be dating, emotionally attached to others. Hell, the one I have been dating will probably be fucking her exes at some point this year. the greensboro sub was already in her poly stuff. And asked me about meeting the guy she is seeing. I am like wtf do I need to do that for? All that I want you to be a full part of my life and me in yours shit. the new york one just wants a boyfriend because I don't see her that often.

Here is the reality of the situation. If they want to do this have a relation only up to a point but want the full monty then they are going to get what little bit they want. There is no need for me to give all of me to individuals that are not focused upon me. That's fucking righ..centered on me. Because it is time for me to be fully selfish and happy.

So right now i will keep the three of them until I decide otherwise. But there is no A1 service when they are putting in a C effort.

People that only see the wonderful and exciting side of being poly need to be pimped slapped. It is not all glamorous when you have to deal with 3 different attitudes, moods, hormones and personalities. Juggling them and their needs getting met and making sure that they are on the tracks that they need to remain on is use of an awful lot of force. Both mentally and on the astral plane.

The good and the bad and the ugly is all here.

This shit is not for the weak asses!!

Labels: chocolatezeus, Poly is not easy

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